Wednesday, November 11, 2009
hit with the flu..........
Just food for thought..........did you ever wonder if you can get transmit sickness from licking an envelope? I mean..........isn't it kind of gross to think that most people lick their envelopes and we then open them with our hands? I never really thought about that before yesterday. Hmmm.
Monday, November 9, 2009
Saturday, October 24, 2009
hip update........
My journey has just begun.........while I hope for the best and that my new hip will last a lifetime, I have to be realistic that many things can happen over time. It may wear out or I may fall and hurt myself. For now, all is well and I do not think of my hip often. I am not reminded with each step that something is wrong. I walk like I did when I was a kid...............and that is truly a miracle!
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Starting to cave in!
His poll numbers were sliding.....so of course to save face, he had to do something. At least G.W. Bush held to his principles even when it wasn't popular to do so. I guess Obama really didn't believe in his healthcare plan in the first place if he's so willing to just drop it when his polls go down. Once again.........this just shows you the pathetic and manipulative man he is. Not surprising in the least I must say.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
No new hips for old people?
This is something Obama wants in his plan...............to avoid procedures for the elderly including hip replacements. I don't know the situation with his grandmother and why they would give her one in her last few weeks of life, but we are going to allow this man to dictate who gets one and who doesn't? This is insane! I am 37 years old and just had a hip replacement. May god strike Obama down if my rights are taken away from me when I am older and my other hip fails or a I need another one in 20 years. What if I am diagnosed with terminal cancer........am I supposed to walk around in pain for 2 years or whatever my time was?
This is just another dictation of the biggest dictator America has ever known running this country. Telling the American doctor and patient what procedures can be done and when. We have enough of that with private healthcare. Although I have Blue Cross and for the most part......very happy with my HMO. They don't question my doctors orders. I've had 3 MRI's in 3 years, cat scans, 2 hip surgeries........the list goes on. I cost the healthcare system a lot of money. However, I get good and decent healthcare and I want it to stay that way.
We'll pay 'cash' for clunkers, but we won't 'cash' for new hips for old fogies? I guess cars are worth more than the elderly.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
What can I do?
So, I asked myself this question and then it came to me..............do nothing. Sit back and watch this fool make a jackass out of himself. He is dying a slow death. I think the downfall of this president is what this country needs to get back on track........to see things the RIGHT way.....to take back our country and get rid of this cult-like liberal mindset our mainstream media has put out there for the generic and naive public to take in. Only then will things get changed. A new president (a Republican hopefully or at least a moderate democrat) to fix what Obama has made a mockery of. This is shameful America. Wake up! We can do some small things to make some change....... Blog about him......have debates with your liberal friends......vote for republicans in your local offices.........don't allow anyone to change your views because it's popular to do so. As Glenn Beck says......ask questions, get to know the key players and educate yourself on what is going on in this crazy world right now. Only then can we see clearly what needs to be done......but in the mean time, I just hope we don't all go down in flames with him.
Friday, July 31, 2009
bye-bye cane
For anyone on the fence about have a total hip..........don't wait. Get the best surgeon and get it done NOW before BHO takes over your medical affairs. My timing couldn't have been better............but I worry that the day will come (as in Canada) that many surgeries such as mine will make sufferers wait many months or even years to have theirs done. I read a book called "Getting Hip" in which a Canadian woman in her 40's had to come to New Jersey to have her hip replaced in a timely fashion. Good 'ol universal healthcare up there in Canada. God I hope this reform does not take place here.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
my new mode of transportation....
Just found out I will be working less hours in the Fall :( This is due to lower enrollment than expected. I still will teach the PM class and I start teaching art classes at the school as a side job, so I think in the end...I won't be losing out too much. This economy is affecting everyone....I'm just starting to feel the ripples.
While I'm here though...........since it is MY blog and some people don't like that I express my opinions on politics....I just want to say that I am very happy that the Cambridge police officer accused by Obama as acting "stupidly" is getting his revenge. Obama should have recused himself from opening his trap on that issue. Racial profiling? We have a black governor here in Mass and a black president in the U.S. Something tells me the country is not very prejudiced anymore. I am so tired of listening to the ranting of black leaders telling us that they don't have equal rights. I wasn't a part of slavery or injustice. Neither are my parents. Stop the whining and move on. I think the white police officer ought to tell Obama to take the beer he offered him and shove it up his *&%$#. Got that off my chest.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
X-Ray Magic!
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
almost over :(
Sunday, July 12, 2009
great to see my friend!
I haven't felt any pain in my hip and I walk better each day. I still limp pretty badly and am hoping this is just due to my muscle weakness and over time will improve. I see Dr. Burke at Mass General next week and hope to have my precautions lifted and can just use a cane instead of crutches. I think things will go well as I feel like a new person. No drugs, no pain........wow...I'm still in disbelief this really worked.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
quickie update...
Sunday, June 28, 2009
New incision picture!
The other stuff you see on my thigh is just the adhesive glue that is stuck on my skin from the original bandages. I have to scrub that off...but it's pretty hard to do.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
At the lake!
I just made it back up from the dock to the house and now heading off to get some fresh produce at Four Corners Farm :) I am getting in and out of cars well now and my hip is virtually pain-free.........it's just unstable. My other hip hurts more because of all the strain I have to put on it. I hope I won't have to get that one replaced too :( I am down to 2 darvocet in the morning! I am almost completely drug-free and I barely even noticed since I feel so great. I see the light at the end of the tunnel!
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
almost at the lake!
I took my first 'standing up' shower since my surgery. I had been using a shower stool, but I just never felt completely clean using that thing. It felt great to stand there, but I held onto the shower bar. All very tiring though and my back hurt afterwards.
I heard some sad news today about a musician named Jay Bennett. I didn't know who he was until today because I don't really follow obscure indie music. His story was just sad and it hit close to home. He died while using a painkiller (the patch called fentanyl which was recalled at one point). They are not sure if he OD'd using the recalled patch (or newer version) as the old ones had a tendency to leak into the bloodstream causing breathing problems and even death. He had been petrified of his upcoming total hip replacement (due to his stage antics...jumping around and fell). He was quite depressed about it and wrote it on his Myspace blog. He also didn't have health insurance to cover the operation and had been trying to scrape up the money for it (I do have health insurance....and mine was totally covered). I can't imagine having to worry about finances too! I just for some reason felt really bad for this guy who was just 45 when he passed. It's just scary to think that life can just leave you like that at any time. Part of the reason for my blog is just that..........to help people who are dealing with the depression of hip surgery. It truly can be terrifying and depressing in the years, months and weeks prior to and after the surgery. I know because I've been there and I want to share that everything usually does turn out ok in the end. It's OK to feel anxious and depressed. It's all normal!
Monday, June 22, 2009
feelin' good!
Mickelson is in 3rd place in the US Open! 5 behind, but hopefully he'll have a hot round today. I've been watching every minute of it since there is really no where for me to go.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
World Rhythms with Tony Vacca
Friday, June 19, 2009
update....
Yesterday was my first "outing". My father drove me and Kenzie to her dr. appt. and I was able to get in and out of the car and took the elevator up the office. The nurse made a joke to me......she said..."sorry, we don't have any rooms for geriatric patients". Hahahahahaha. Ok, I admit that was pretty funny and I took it in stride as I know that I will have to endure a life full of jokes like that from now on. I thought it was pretty ballsy of her to make that joke not knowing how I'd react to it though. Good for her for not being politicially correct.........I appreciate a good joke now and again.
Tonight......I am going to a night of "peace" put on by my daughter's former 4th grade teacher. His name is Fred Goldberg and he is the complete opposite of me............liberal, anti-war, sustained living type and long hair (mind you....he's my parents age!). He is straight out of a 1964 peace rally. And yes, he voted for Obama (gasp!)......but I love this man though.........he taught my daughter how to be herself and speak her mind. He taught her to never be afraid to say how you feel and what you think. She entered his classroom a shy, not very confident 4th grader. She left his class with straight A's and her head held high. From that point on, she has been one of the most creative, confident and bright kids I have ever met (and while she's my daughter and I'm a little biased), I will say that most who meet her will tell you the same. She's the star lacrosse player on her team, solo singer for her chorus, in all the school plays all while maintaining her 3.8 grade point average. She's opinionated too.........but what made me so proud of her was that in the face of the majority of teachers and students voting for Obama in her school election, she proudly campaigned and made speeches in support of Senator John McCain. She's my little Republican and she knows her issues....it's not all me telling her what to think.
This is Fred's last year teaching and he is having a celebration of his 30 years of teaching peace through building healthy relationships. He has connected students in several African countries with his own students and he will be traveling to Kenya this summer to help develop literacy and to teach sustainable resuable energy. Does this sound like something I would normally attend??? No way. I just love this man for what he taught my daughter.......a year's worth of life lessons that shaped who she is today. My daughter in fact will be giving her own speech tonight thanking him for everything he did for her. So for today, I will put politics aside to celebrate his good will and all he has done for his students over the years.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Maddie is 12!
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
A good day.....
I had PT this morning and she said I'm progressing well. I asked her if I am where I am supposed to be and she said I was. Being that I couldn't walk without crutches even if I wanted to......it seems light years away from getting back to normalcy. She assured me all was on course and it takes time. The visiting nurse came for her last visit today unless something comes up. She checked the incision and told me how to handle my brutal constipation (this is the reality when you are taking opiates). I had to drink magnesium citrate which is like the most tart soda you could ever drink. 1/2 bottle of that and you will be on the pot within 30 minutes......guaranteed! LOL. Being that it was successful in the end......I was so relieved and felt like a new person. Another day.......but I am starting to feel better and I can now really feel the difference.
Monday, June 15, 2009
"The Daily Gash"...back by popular demand!
Sunday, June 14, 2009
frustration setting in....
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Our new puppy's name is....
About the dead hummingbird :( Our cat caught this hummingbird and killed it! How does one actually catch a hummingbird??? Quite amazing I think. That poor little, beautiful and peaceful creature didn't harm anyone and along comes the mean cat and grabs him!
Friday, June 12, 2009
he's here!
Thursday, June 11, 2009
End of Day 6 Post-Op
A New Pup!
My hip on the second day home.........the lines vertical are just a little old brown blood, not staples. I have outer steri strips and inner disolvable sutures. There is a rather large bruise right near my bum. I'll keep posting pics with my progress. My pain has lessened a bit, but it is still difficult to get up and down. Getting up from bed is the hardest part! My parents, kids and husband Dave have all been huge supporters and worry about my needs. I have had to miss some important events that my kids have been in, but they understand. They are, however......mortified by this incision. Maddie told me it looks like it came straight out of a horror movie....LOL. Frankenstein's bride.
I knew coming home wouldn't be easy. Even though I am not doing laundry, watching the kids or making meals........my kids still require attention from me. They all want to lay in my bed which is downstairs and Mitchell even jumped on me by accident and hurt my leg....it twisted a little. Nothing serious....but this is what to expect when you have a house full of kids and family. Once I am able to walk better, I plan to sleep upstairs in my bedroom alone with no one to bother me. I am still getting up 3-4 times per night for some reason. I don't know if it's the meds, the anxiety or just a weird time clock my body has adjusted to with all the cat naps I take.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Surgery Story (long....pics posted below story...kind of gross!)
I remember laughing as they wheeled me out and saying "YEAH!!!! I made it"..........
Then it hit me, I was in the recovery room. That was when I realized I could not feel a thing from my waist to my toes. Not a thing. How scary is that??????? I had spinals with my babies, but this was a true spinal....a 6 hour puppy. I had to wait until I could wiggle my toes to leave that room and go to my real room. That took from 10:30 am to 2:30 pm. I was flailing around because I couldn't move my feet. I didn't believe the nurses. I thought they were all lying to me about my legs and that something must have happened during surgery. Slowly...inch by inch...my sensation did come back and enough to just slightly wiggle my toes. My operated leg took much longer as they had me on my side during surgery. I was wheeled through the cold halls with my warm blankies on :) Up, up, up and way to the 22nd floor to Phillips House. It's affectionately called the Penthouse rooms because it is luxury up there. I thought for sure they had the wrong person....that they were going to come in and say they screwed up and that room wasn't really mine! It had a flat screen plasma TV with Dish Network. It had it's own fridge and vanity. It was a large room with a large couch/futon. Everything was mahogony and real wood floors. I had the most amazing views of the Charles River. You couldn't get this if you asked for it. I shit you not about all that....see my photos below. No one would tell me why I got that room....but I wasn't going to argue. Insurance covers it because they didn't have any doubles left, so the choice wasn't mine. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. You don't slap a gift horse in the mouth (is that the saying?). Anywho..............I was given a PCA which I got to push the button for my meds. I first got dilauded which they all said was stronger than morphine. It didn't touch my pain. So, I asked for morphine and then I slept like a baby. I had no idea where I was and was floating around my room....LOL. Friends called and were actually concerned about me because I slurred every word. This lasted a day and then I was switched to dilauded pills which again did nothing for me. The pain management team came because I was a tough case and they prescribed morphine tablets to go home with. They work great by the way...LOL! I will be weaning off them slowly over the next few weeks.
The food was good........not great. They give you small amounts of lots of things and side dishes. You got the next two meals menus with your breakfast. It's like, "I don't want to think about what I'm eating in 10 hours"! I have to hand it to them though because everything was always hot and served on time. I got a newspaper handed to me every morning. Kuddos. All the nurses were fabulous except one male nurse who gave me the creeps. He was lurking in my room as I lay half naked on my bed at 2:00 am. He was slowing getting the blood pressure cuff out, but he should have been on the other side of my bed and I had no idea how long he'd been there. He then said he needed "blood". That was when I asked him to get the head nurse and she excused him. I told her I preferred "female" nurses....but truth be told....it was this strange man that I didn't want in there who didn't give me warm fuzzies. I felt kind of mean...but when you are laying there vulnerable, you don't need to feel nervous about the people who help you. I think that it's important to speak up and be your own advocate. I had to speak up on numerous occasions about getting my meds on time or getting a wash basin, getting my constant ginger ales, etc. You can't always expect them to do it all or know what you're thinking. I know by the end of my stay....the nurses couldn't wait for that door to hit the backside of my wheelchair....LOL.
Sadly, during my stay.........our wonderful Olde English Bulldogge Buddy died suddenly and unexpectedly. My husband was shattered by this and he is still grieving. It was not the news I needed to hear while lying in bed feeling like shit. Buddy was Dave's best friend and did everything with him. When I say he would've picked the dog over me, he would pick the dog. Ok, maybe not....but darn close to that. I didn't get a lot of visitors as Boston is 1.5 hours away from home. All my relatives live in Jersey. My parents, kids and husband came. Lots of friends called which was nice. You find out who your true family and friends are when you go through something like that.
Well........overall, it was a great experience and I am walking with crutches around my house. I have to sit or lay down most of the time. I have a visiting nurse and OT and PT therapists coming to my house a couple times a week for about a month. For those that have followed my story.....this is how it all went down. For those who are just reading it now, I hope it will help you to know the details of what happens from start to finish. Everyone's story will be different, but this one is mine :) A success story I hope.
Filet 'O Thigh
Right after surgery in my new room........a little morphined up. I think this photo is as nasty as I felt that day.
Sorry......but I just had to post my battle wound. It is over 13 inches long and is sealed with surgical strips, not staples. My doctor chose to NOT have minimally invasive total hip replacement surgery because of my complicated hip....so it's way bigger than I imagined. This is the side view of my left hip while laying in the hospital bed this morning. Yeah, I got to leave the hospital today....June 9, 2009 :) The surgery was a success!
The New Hip Mama!!!!
GORGEOUS flowers sent to me in my room from my best friend Debby McGrath and her mom Mrs. D. True friends for life and like a sister and second Mom to me.
My 36 inch Plasma TV in my very own private Suite at the Phillips House at Mass Gen! I got hooked up at the hospital to say the least :) I think I knew a few people in high places or I won the lottery. Either way, I appreciated the hospitality and the gorgeous room overlooking the Charles River in Boston. I never felt like I was "in" a hospital. I know this is not the norm with surgeries, but I am grateful to Dr. Burke, the nurses Mary, Kristen and Maureen especially. I didn't have to pay extra for it since they said the double rooms were taken.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Monday, June 1, 2009
baby teeth...
Well.................4 days (a little less). Thursday night I leave for the hotel with my husband and then the surgery will be on Friday morning at 6:00 am. We decided that a long drive in (80 minutes) would be too long at 4:00 in the morning. You could say I'm just getting anxious....but not freaking out. I'm really surprised at my strength. I thought I'd be getting hot flashes, but I think I am just READY and it's time to get it over with. I won't be able to blog until I get home from the hospital as I don't have a laptop...but knowing me, I'll find a computer somewhere in the hospital.
Gotta make supps for the kiddos........
Saturday, May 30, 2009
6 days....
On a good note....Maddie's NESLL (New England Select LAX League) team came in 2nd overall today at their big end of the year Jamboree. They lost by 3......but were losing by 9 points.....so not too shabby of a comeback. She played goalie! Little Maddie in the goal and a feisty little ninja thing she was. Beautiful day at Governor's Academy in Byfield, MA. Couldn't ask for something better.....sun, lacrosse, free food, good competition and got to spend the whole day with my daughter alone :)
Thursday, May 28, 2009
little blip in the road
I'm sad my school year is ending next week. This is honestly the only job I've ever had that I can say I thoroughly love and don't ever want to leave. My boss Linda is just the kindest person and so laid back. She lets me have the creative freedom I need...because I don't always do things in a straight line...lol. I may veer off topic if I think the class if bored or I may spontaneously start an art project just because I thought of the idea at that moment. That is why Montessori is so fabulous.......the flexibility to be who you are and go with it.
I will be teaching the same class again the in the fall......so I will be back. Linda asked me to teach summer school, but (woe is me) I'm having the hip surgery when it all starts. It would have been nice to get the extra income.....hopefully next year. Off to bed....I keep late hours these days. This is actually an early night for me.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
9 days.....
Gots to go now!
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Pre-Admission Testing.....
That took from 12:30-2:00. Then...I proceeded to venture to another one of the three Mass Gen buildings outside. Hobbling of course. I finally found a place to grab a bagle and figured I'd eat it at the pre-admission testing place. Well....I get in there and I was saw every kind of person you could imagine (if you can imagine a room full of every ethnicity, every language spoken and just strange staff behavior. The first nurse who took me for an EKG had absolutely ZERO modesty about me taking off my shirt (get this...she had to lift up each boob to put an electrode under it)... not if that doesn't spoil your next meal...I dont' know what will. She was humming while doing this in her Trinidad accent. Then, back to the waiting room where I met up with Dr. Sullivan (a woman who I befriended while waiting the hour at Dr. Burke's office). She is a psychologist and extremely friendly. She and I hit it off right away and I wish she could be my roommate if only her surgery were a few days later. She seemed the only normal one of the litter today....but I could be misjudging the lot (but I don't think so). Then we waited....and waited........until 4:00 rolls around. I'm finally brought in to meet with anesthesia who was a really nice, young woman who I thought was a nurse right out of school. She was smart and knew her shit. Then, a 40-something nurse came in to talk to me about the same stuff the anesthesia person talked to me about (same questions). OK, can I just answer them once for once?????? Then............after all those hours......at 6:30, I got my blood drawn. And of course....my blood didn't want to come out, so she had to pull the rubber thing harder until I literally thought my arm would pop off. She finally got needed blood..........and then wanted a urine sample. Got to go home..........through Boston rush traffic and here I am..........ready to hit the sack. Good night!
Monday, May 25, 2009
fun weekend
Just typed out my entire itinerary for my hosptial stay for my parents. I printed maps out on how to get to all the kids' activities, the hospital, summer camp and Kenzie's theater play. That took about 2 hours. I feel very sorry for my parents and my husband who have to take care of my world while I am in morphine land.........anyone who does as much as I do in one day does deserve a medal (so where is mine????)
Friday, May 22, 2009
Vermont here we come...
I also talked to my discharge nurse today. We chatted for over an hour and we both know my good friend Dr. Appleton in Boston (small world...she worked with him a few years ago). He's the dr. (and friend) who advised me to go to Dr. Burke in the first place. She made me feel so great. Mass Gen is taking care of everything! I will only be in the hospital 3-4 days and all the kids can come and visit anytime. They are arranging a home healthcare person to come to my house several times a week for the first month. Yeah! I was worried I'd have to go to a rehab place. I also found out that I may be able to have regional anesthesia which would be a spinal. I wouldn't feel anything (just like in my 4 c-sections) and I'd be a fuzzy state of mind. How cool is that? I hated the idea of actually going to sleep (and not waking up). So, this is safer and I feel better about it. I'll write about my trip to VT later.......probably won't be blogging this weekend...so have a great long weekend and remember all those that died for our country so we could be free and thus blog whatever we want to.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
I am in denial
I am going about my daily business as if this is not happening. I haven't prepared anything other than some babysitting arrangements. My husband doesn't discuss it with me. I think he is in worse denial than myself to be honest. The truth is...........I am numb. I am completely and utterly numb right now. I don't know how to feel and I don't like not feeling how I feel! Does that make any sense to you at all? Probably not.
I want to wake up in the recovery room with my mommy and my family beside me under a warm blankie. I want to know that I'm going to live through this! Let this BE OVER. I am sick of thinking about it, blogging about it, and talking about it. Just had to get that all off my chest. It's time for me to really go to bed. I have work tomorrow and I can't seem to go to bed like a normal person.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
2 chairs...
Today...I took a couple of the kids to the mall. I really, really wanted to keep up with them. I wanted to go to all my old stores but I told Maddie that I was going to park in the closest handicap spot available and we would shop only the stores directly in front of it. Well, I got roped into walking the whole mall. She just HAD to go to Delia's and Hollister. Of course...what did I expect from that venture. As I hobbled to and fro, I realized it would probably be my last trip to the mall before my surgery. Everything is about the surgery date. I always think ..."this is the last time that I will ________ before my surgery" and then I get all depressed. Boo hoo. Gotta run...going to Maddie's 2nd night of her play and once again the use of 2 more chairs....maybe I'll even bring a seat cushion! Now that might be a little embarrassing.
Friday, May 15, 2009
home again...
I played collegiate tennis......and all my life I always thought I was invincible. Even when I gave birth to my children, I never thought that something bad could happen to me. I thought about my children and their health, but I never thought about ME. My biggest fear is not making it alive out of this surgery. I am worried I'll never walk again. These fears are unfounded based on the statistics and my age, but I have them nonetheless. I just want to be there for my kids and act young (I don't want to have the hip of an 80 year old woman)! When I get my new hip and I can take a long walk around my lake (in Vermont)....pain free....that is the day I will feel complete again.
I guess it helps me to write about my feelings because I feel a little better right now. No one discusses the depression you get BEFORE surgery. My anxiety is through the roof about this. I may put on a happy face and act like it's no big deal, but it's huge. I have never felt so helpless and so alone. Nothing anyone says to me is going to change that. Please let June 5th get here soon...............I just want it over with!
Thursday, May 14, 2009
does it ever end....
On a positive note....I hope to actually fold the laundry today (my husband would be thrilled) and maybe plant a few things outside. Now if I could just get off this dang computer for a little while, I might accomplish these things.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
totally bad hip day....
Saturday, May 9, 2009
My Hip Journey..............
- 2004 - pain began in my left hip. Dr. told me it was tronchateric bursitis (sp?)
- 2005 - pain gets worse so I get x-rays and an MRI which diagnoses me with development hip dysplasia (from birth....like 1 in 1000 live births have this). Mine was not detected until age 33. No arthritis noted.
- 2006 - Pain increases, I went to see an orthopedist in Boston who told me I have a labral tear and I need arthroscopic surgery to correct it and my pain will go away. Arthritis noted. I had an MRI with contrast injected in my hip socket. Most painful thing I ever experienced. Worse than my 4 c-sections! They stick a huge needle with no pain meds right into you hip.........imagine feeling the sensation of your funny bone for 10 minutes straight but having it hurt too? I felt like I was in a horror movie.
- 2007 - Arthroscopic surgery by Dr. Joe McCarthy at Newton-Wellesley hospital. Surgery makes my hip even more painful and I survive on Darvocet and long periods of rest. Limp begins and doesn't go away. Dr. McCarthy tells me I need a THR (total hip replacement).
- Fall 2008 - I have a good friend who is an orthopod in Boston who told me to go to Dr. Millis at Children's Hospital. He is supposedly one of the best in the world for very abnormal "young" hips (under 40...so I qualified...just barely) and performs osteomoties. This is a longer recovery, but a surgery that saves your bone. Unfortunately, because of the arthroscopic surgery failing (should never have been performed on a dysplastic hip like mine)...my hip degenerated to the point that an osteotomy was probably going to fail on me. Dr. Millis told me I needed an THR and quickly.
- November 2008 - Consult with Dr. Dennis Burke at Mass General (the best hip replacement surgeon around ...at least here in Mass from what I hear). He concurs immediately that while he hates performing THR on young people like myself, I truly needed one and I should book for a Spring surgery so I can finish out my teaching year (I am a Montessori preschool teacher) and lose some weight. I never lost the weight and actually gained about 10-15 pounds this winter :( Boo on me!
- May 2009 - Pre-op physical with my primary. All goes well and my bloodwork was fine. My blood pressure was 120/80 and my cholesterol was even under 200 for the first time in like NEVER. Weird. I weigh more and I didn't change my eating habits, so I have no clue as to why the total cholesterol went from 230 at my last physical to 190. I got off track here.....
- May 26, 2009 - I will have my pre-op appt. at Mass General with Dr. Burke. I finally feel like it's really going to happen and I'm mentally ready for this....I've had it with the limping, the pain and the meds.
- June 5, 2009 - My surgery day...............I will keep you posted hopefully as soon as I am able to write legibally and not in a morphine induced haze...lol
Just for the record though.........while I am nervous I'll never wake up from my surgery (that is honestly my main concern...not the pain, not he inability to walk), I am very happy I am having this done. I might not feel this way the day after surgery, but right now I know I am doing the right thing. I may need revision surgery someday, but I'll cross that bridge when I get there. For now......I just try to take each day as it comes and love my 4 kids and my husband. I think they all want me back to being me! So if you are reading this and you have any hip issues you want to talk about, feel free to comment. I know so much more now about the anatomy of the hip and the diseases in the young hip. I just wish I knew then what I know now. Dr. Millis would have been able to fix my hip........but you can't cry over spilled milk.
So, please comment if you want, I'd love to hear from you!